savouringfamiliarsights

Nothing prepared me for your smile, lighting the darkness of my soul.

Caring for a baby full time is extremely isolating. I love pulling faces at Frankie, and playing with her, it’s fun. The lack of adult conversation is pretty awful though, I do feel a little stir crazy. I would kill for some time out, being able to go out and just do things I want to do without constantly worrying.

Anonymous said: You're beautiful in everyway I know, you're such a strong person and you have a lot going for you, you will always be beautiful.

Thank you, I just feel inadequate as a mother. I’m sure this is only a temporary thing. I’m having difficulty adjusting.

I don’t feel that way, but thanks x

Anonymous said: You're beautiful an perfect i every way I know to judge such things

Thanks anon, I’m ridiculous sometimes. I appreciate that, I’m far from perfect though :P x

roddylaughingalonewithshittypuns:

the-snow:

Poor Don Glover.

“I PAID BILLS”

My stomach looks so fucking awful. It’s like a crime scene :( that makes me sad. I’m terrified that it will never go back to normal, and that sucks so hard. I know it vain and awful, but it’s really all I had going for me, being thin and healthy looking.

I have a baby, that makes me happy, unsure, tired, sad, intrigued, happy again, and incredibly insecure. I’m never sure whether I’m doing the right thing, and I feel guilty about 90% of the choices I’m making. Being a parent is hard, and amazingly rewarding. I couldn’t imagine loving anyone/thing else more than I love my daughter. Being a parent makes you realise how fucked up the world is, and how amazing it can be all at once. The past 12 days have been exhausting and scary, I just want to be doing the right thing.

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“When I was 12 boys slid their hand up my thigh and slapped my butt. I smiled and took it because I didn’t know it was okay to say stop. I didn’t know that I could say no. So, when the principal calls telling me my daughter is suspended for punching a boy who wouldn’t stop touching her, I will cook her favorite meals. When she tells me how she cursed at the boy who wouldn’t move his hands off her knee even though she asked him to, I will smile and pull out her favorite movie to watch together. I will celebrate the fact that she accepts her body as her own and knows she has the right to say no. I never want my daughter to think her body belongs to men, because it is her own and my god should she be proud. I will teach her it’s more than okay to say stop, something I wish I had known when I was that age.”

—   don’t be soft, let the world know you exist // 5-26-14 // 9:01AM (via restrictedthoughts)

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“Date someone who meets you half way. Date someone who brings you a glass a water when they get themselves one. Date someone who makes sure you don’t spend money on ridiculous things. Date someone your ex hates and your mom loves. Date someone who’d rather spend a Friday night watching movies, than out with 50 people they barley even talk to. Date someone who sleeps on your chest and leaves a little puddle of drool. Don’t date someone who makes you leave oceans of tears.”

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dildotho:

warsquirtle:

In Italian we don’t just say I love you, we say “mettersi a nudo, ottenere selvatici, sono incinta con il bambino” which means “you are the light of my world, the rainbow on an otherwise cloudy day” and I think that’s beautiful

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